Sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Lately I've had a cloudy mind.

There are several things that are not where I would like them to be in my life.

I am disappointed at some.

I am saddened by many.

I am disgusted at a few.

and I'm hurt.

But not only that, I feel that I've worked hard for things... and I'm not satisfied with the outcome.

I can mend ties,

change outcomes,

find happiness,

forgive,

forget,

move on...

But what if I'm sick of stepping up to the plate and being the bigger person.

I don't find it acceptable that people's pride is the excuse.

I have pride. I have dignity.

Or maybe I have bigger balls than you to make things right.

Shame.